A Year Has Gone By

It's hard to believe my baby boy is already 1!  Where did the time go?  One year ago I was at the hospital for my pre surgery.  After I left there I was very nervous and feeling a little sick to my stomach. This was not because our family was going from 3 to 4 but that I was going to have a c-section.  I knew I wasn't going to be able to pick Will up for awhile and that he wasn't going to understand why.  After Will was born I felt like I could run a mile or two.  I was out shopping the day we came home from the hospital.  I pretty much new that wasn't going to happen after I had Lane.   I decided to get a pedicure and then go pick Will up from the baby sitter early so we could go to Build A Bear and make an animal for him and Lane.  He wasn't as excited about it as I was.  I just thought it would be a great way to spend our last day together with out a baby brother.  That night I don't think  I slept at all.  I was anxious about Lane arriving.  Morning came very fast and we were off to the hospital. Will stayed home with Nana Lea for a little while and then they came.  I was already int the surgery room ready to go.  Eddie wasn't in there yet and I think that was probably the scarest point of the entire day. After he came in I calmed down a lot and could enjoy Lane being born.  It all went so so fast Lane was able to ride back to our room on the bed with me.  He was able to met Will and Nana Lea for the first time when we got back to the room.  We all enjoyed holding him and cuddling.  Lane has grown so much this past year.  He is always following his big brother around an trying to do what he does. (We aren't so sure that is a good thing)  Will is a little on the wild side.  Lane defianatly already has his own little personality and at his 1 year check up he was at the developmental level of a 17 month old.  He has sat up, crawled and walked about 2 months ahead of Will.  He has been walking for about 3 1/2 months now.  He is pretty much past he walking stage and on to running.